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Post by Professor Rig Carillon-Dra on Sept 17, 2011 20:50:26 GMT -5
Rigoletto had easly made his way to the roof of Hogwarts, with out making a sound but, then also being what he was it was not uncommon ether. He could hear & eye, as well smell what most could not & few ever could hope or wish. But, he did well to use what he had as much a curse, as it might of been to start with it was, somthing he learned to deal with & also with it, to use it in a good way.
At hearing some one he looked in the direction of the sound, he could tell it was a female but, then that was not the hard part really many could do that but, form the smell he got it was a student, since even with age one had different smells as hard as it was to think.
He approached not so much to intruded but, more to insure that there student was not up to something & more so might need help, with something.
The mask he wore was in place but, many of the students where use to it so nothing new by him having it, he was dressed well as if he did belong to another more elegent time though many well to do familys dress much the same so it said little about him other then he likly had a family with older history & ways.
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Post by Caleigh Fraser on Nov 15, 2011 8:42:39 GMT -5
Cally had just got out of the hospital wing, for the second time in the past months since school had started, once after her own carelessness had gotten her lost in the Forbidden forest, and once recently after she'd had an unfortunate run in with her parents in Hogsmeade village. It was no secret that she was a mess, and although the nurse had healed her physically, the emotional bruises where still there. But regardless, Cally carried on as she always did.
Sitting on the edge of the roof, Cally looked out at the grounds below her. This was the one place she'd been able to to find in the recent weeks that was quiet and removed from the prying eyes of her fellow students. It was snowing, but Cally didn't mind, she was dressed warm, in a pair of baggy sweat black pants, and a white tee with a pink hoodie over top under her warm winter jacket. He long dark hair was pulled up and pieces fell out to frame her small face.
Unaware that anyone was around her, Cally continued to stare out at the grounds below her.
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Post by Professor Rig Carillon-Dra on Nov 15, 2011 9:46:25 GMT -5
Rigoletto had watched the student a moment before he approached, with no sound tough with what he was it was uncommon for his kind to do so that is what made they a for of a hunter, to fight & also get away form. The could hear her heart beat, something few could unless they where what he was or a werewolf but, he had done well to skill him self with not acting out with such a thing though it was really not the heart beat that had been an issue for him, it was something much more that, was more the trigger that awoke his inner beast more but, he had done well with the years to keep the beast in cheek.
When he was close enough to Cally he spoke, his voice more a barton in sound but, with a hint of tenor though in the end it was more his voice was soft & gentle, likely a change for many at the school when it came to many professors & one that was know to be anything be soft & gentle, when it came to tone & there ways.
"Miss Fraser are you not cold? I would think you would prefer the warm of the school, compared to the chill of the cold of the snow to come"
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Post by Caleigh Fraser on Nov 15, 2011 11:00:02 GMT -5
Cally looked up, her mind having drifted as she get often got lost in her thoughts. She hadn't known anyone was around her because she hadn't heard the sound of someone breathing, or even the approach of footsteps on the rooftop.
Blinking Cally smiled, of all the people to find her, Professor Rig Carillon-Dra was probably her first choice. "Not really," she answered with a small shrug. "I find the school is a bit stuffy recently, and all the people make it overwhelming." Cally paused. "Aren't you cold professor.. It does look lik there is a snow storm coming, I doubted that anyone would be out tonight"
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Post by Professor Rig Carillon-Dra on Nov 15, 2011 14:21:25 GMT -5
Rigoletto did not miss her words, though he did hope she would seek the heat of the school before the storm came more forcful. "Perhaps it is a bit stuffy but, I am sure most would take that over the cold & there are still place one can go to be away form others" With her question to him, he looked at her as he spoke "No at least not yet" He chuckled light with her last words "There are some out but, that is becouse for most it is there job & of course you are out but, no I do not think most would be out with it snowing let along with what could be a storm coming in"
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Post by Caleigh Fraser on Nov 16, 2011 21:27:28 GMT -5
Caleigh nodded her head slowly her thoughts far away, with her dead mother, with the lover of her life who was lost to her again. Cally placed her right hand over her left as if holding the engagement ring close to her. She hadn't taken it off yet, but he had been gone a long time.
Cally had heard what Rigoletto had said but her mind was all over the place she had to find a topic she could focus on. "Deran said he was going to change me," Cally said suddenly, knowing that Professor Carillon-Dra would know what she meant, because she knew who and what he was, she'd known for years. "But he's gone again.." Cally hesitated and turned to look up at her professor.
"It's what I want, and he's gone again, and I don't know who else can help me. I don't want to age anymore...." She paused. "I can't go back to my family and I have no other life..." Cally took a deep breath. "Will you change me into a Vampire if he doesn't come back..." Cally blurted it out and then blushed turning away from her professor being stupid.
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Post by Professor Rig Carillon-Dra on Nov 16, 2011 22:26:28 GMT -5
Rigoletto watched Caleigh, though he did not miss the falling of the snow that still came & he knew would grow heavier & worse with time. Though with the words he spoke he was surprised & taken back for it was off topic greatly, he was surprised she knew what he was & that the man would change her & even more so she knew what he was. With her question to him he was unsure he could, not that he did not know how to but, he knew what kind of life came from it "No. for it is a cursed life & one I do not think you fully understand. As for Deran, why would he make such an offer to you, do you even know what it is you will be, what you will have to go threw?"
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Post by Caleigh Fraser on Nov 16, 2011 22:43:08 GMT -5
Cally bit her bottom lip out of old nervous habbit. She'd known that her professor would say no, but she couldn't help but be disappointed. She needed this life to end, the one of pain and suffering, she needed to be able to turn it off and move on. She needed to not grow older as she waited for Deran to return. Sure she would be giving up a lot, but it was nothing that she wasn't willing to give up already.
"I am old enough and I know what I"m asking," Cally said sure of herself as she looked back to her professor. "I will get it one way or another, I don't care the cost. I need to be here when he comes back and that could be in hundreds of years from now. He promised me a life." Cally sighed as she lifted her right hand and looked at the engagement ring. "I need to be able to turn the world off. I need to stop being the weak little girl everyone knows gets beaten by her parents. I need to be able to protect me. I want this."
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Post by Professor Rig Carillon-Dra on Nov 16, 2011 22:55:47 GMT -5
Rigoletto listened to her words before he spoke "I do not think you do, pain does not go away mealy with being what I am, it only grows you, do not age true but, you are forced to watch others you know do so & die, something you can hardly do so simply. And being a vampire is not so set you will be able to fight any better, I have meet wizard & witch's that can hold there own if not kill are kind. And what kind of life could he offer you, what makes him so special that you would give up who you are to become what he is, if he loved you he would not ask you to change, he would give you reason to live as you are" He watched her "The world is not turned off, it goes on & why you see your self is weak is mealy because you listen to much of the lies people tell you, do you think half the people around could go threw what you did & live? Are you so willing to give up your should for what, is anything but a walk in the park there will always be fighting, the world will go on & you will be hated by many if not hunted down"
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Post by Caleigh Fraser on Nov 16, 2011 23:19:07 GMT -5
Cally looked away, brushing the tears away from her eyes. "I don't have anyone in my life to watch grow old and die," she said softly. "The only person who ever loved me was my mother, and she long gone to me." Brushing her hair out of her eyes, Cally chewed on her bottom lip. "I will be stronger, physically I will be strong, my dad and step mom will be afraid of me. They'll never hurt me again. And I won't go out picking fights, and I won't kill anyone. Deran doesn't even drink anyone's blood. He has pills, I know he doesn't want me to know or see, but I know things. Just like I knew about you and I know that Professor Davidson is different too.." Cally sighed. "I want this professor, Deran promised me life and without him I will die. It wasn't his idea to change me, but mine. I want this, and that is the one thing I'm certain of. I asked you because I thought you could help me..." Cally paused and took a deep breath. "If you can't and he doesn't return, I will find someone else, and I will do it. If I don't, I'd be better throwing myself off this roof like I'd planned earlier instead of sitting here like a coward. The world doesn't need Caleigh Fraser the girl, and they wouldn't miss her if she died."
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Post by Professor Rig Carillon-Dra on Nov 16, 2011 23:42:00 GMT -5
Rigoletto watched Cally he felt bad for her for feeling like she did but, he knew well that his life was still cursed & it was not so simple for him to think to change another he knew well, what it felt to be rejected & he could not saw that even with the change Cally would find what what she was looking for. "What of your friends & those you will meet later? As for your parents they lightly would but, what is to stop them form having some one payed to kill you? Do you have any idea the risk you take to go looking for someone else to change you & there is no saying what more could happing. You say the world does not need you but, you do not know that for sure & you cannot say people would not miss you"
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Post by Caleigh Fraser on Nov 17, 2011 18:26:54 GMT -5
Cally sat quietly for a few moments after Rigoletto finished speaking. "What friend professor, there is no one here who would care if I died," Cally said standing up and opening her arms wide to encompass the school and the court yard, nearly losing her balance as she did so. Finding her balance again, "As for those I will meet later, I will still meet them, but that doesn't stop the fact that I will continue to age and Deran will not. Eventually the way I am, I will die. He proposed to me professor. I plan on marrying him, and to do that and for things to stay the same, I need to be changed." Cally paused looking out across the grounds. "My parents are of little concern to me, they could have paid to have me killed years ago, as it stands they like to torment me, and abuse me mentally and physically." Cally sighed looking up at her professor. "The world doesn't need Cally the girl. As a vampire, I would have centuries to make a difference. I'm not evil Professor, I wouldn't hurt anyone, and I'm not asking your permission, I was asking because I thought you could guide me".
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Post by Professor Rig Carillon-Dra on Nov 17, 2011 19:23:52 GMT -5
Rigoletto listened to Callys words closely "Do you think you are so will out friends, you may not see them as so & in some ways they might not admit it but, there are those that wise to see you stay safe" He had moved as she lost part of her balance only to stop when she found it again "I know there are those that would care perhaps you do not see it but, there is people that would" He watched her "Do you think Deran asked to be what he is or does not wish it could be different?" He had not know that Dearn plained to marrying Cally but, he did not know everything. "You do not need to be changed to marry him & there is potions that could help with aging" There was no missing her no true will to live "You have hardly lived your life to make such a statement, as for not hurting it is not always so simple as that. You still will be what you are, if you are changed"
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Post by Caleigh Fraser on Nov 18, 2011 14:05:56 GMT -5
"Really professor, I doubt that anyone wishes to see me safe. And after Snape saw the encounter with my parents, I've been too ashamed to show up in any of his classes..." Cally looked out across the grounds, almost wishing she had jumped. That she could jump and that it would be over. "Deran didn't bring up the change," Cally admitted, feeling like she had to protect him and prove that he hadn't done anything wrong by her. "I want to be changed so that I can have a life with him. Forever. I will age, he will not. I can't be with him if I'm 70, old and wrinkled and he still looks like he's in his 20's." Cally sighed looking to the ground again. Maybe she could do it. "Becoming a vampire is the only way for me," Cally said softly and stepped closer to the edge of the roof.
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Post by Professor Rig Carillon-Dra on Nov 18, 2011 14:18:54 GMT -5
"You say that yet Professor Snape helped you & if you have been lucky to not get in trouble for not showing up to his classes, you are doing something few can even thing to do but, you will have to show up at some point. Do you think he would love you any different & there is not saying at 70 you would look as you say after all in the wizard world things are different. You want to life your life forever but, what if you change your mind or something happens could you live with knowing, you where changed just to lose everything again?"
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