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Post by Professor Severus Snape on Apr 5, 2011 19:22:08 GMT -5
Snape walked threw Diagon Alley, he had come here to get some items that he would need to teach more of his classes & even with collecting much of it him self or growing it some things one still had to go out & buy. Though at least it would not be much & he could use the time away form the school, he had been there a long time & with it he had gain his name & image, so when he wanted a moment to him self with out the worries of finding students out when they should not be or where they should not be he knew the best thing to do was come here even if it was for a short time.
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Post by Reniara Ashwar on Apr 5, 2011 19:55:45 GMT -5
Reniara had just returned from traveling around the country and realized she needed to pick up a lot of things. Besides, she felt like she hadn't been engulfed in the wizarding world for a while, doing odd jobs for muggles and taking care of the kids to put them in homes.
Still, even though much time had past Reniara hadn't changed. She kept to the shadows, her dark knee length coat concealing her for the most part. Reniara kept her eyes peeled for anything or anyone. She was after all the Ministers eyes and ears. The time spent awa from the wizarding world was too precious to lose.
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Post by Professor Severus Snape on Apr 5, 2011 20:15:34 GMT -5
Snape was almost done with his shopping & he could say he was grateful for it but, as he neared an area he had a feeling that some one was there & more so closer then he would like, something that did not die, mealy with the fall of the Dark Lord. He still watched his back, for he in the end could not trust many & those he did they where very few indeed.
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Post by Reniara Ashwar on Apr 5, 2011 20:33:15 GMT -5
Reniara turned slightly, sensing a familiar presence. She looked at thought she saw the shiloutte of Snape. Walking closer to what appeared to be him, she whispered, "It's been awhile."
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Post by Professor Severus Snape on Apr 5, 2011 20:40:40 GMT -5
Snape felt Reniara presents more just before he heard her words, he had been ready to fight if need be but, at hearing her words he held back since he knew who it was. “It has at that, though I would think one such as your self would do wise not to do anything to cause one to by mistake cast a spell at you. Even with your job, holding to the shadows like that one might just act first & ask questions later”
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Post by Reniara Ashwar on Apr 5, 2011 21:12:46 GMT -5
Reniara smirked at Snape. "Old habits are hard to break." Reniara looked at Snape not fearing that he would attack her. She had put trust in him, though she knew this trust was only a mere mirage and could quickly vanish as it had appeared. "I'm guessing you don't want to talk about how you have been, but I could be wrong."
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Post by Professor Severus Snape on Apr 5, 2011 21:36:17 GMT -5
Snape heard her first words & smirked "I suppose you are right on that case" Though with her last words his smirked die as he spoke on "What could there be to speak of & perhaps I should ask you that, since with your time gone, I am sure many questioned why you left & mors so the wizarding world"
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Post by Reniara Ashwar on Apr 5, 2011 21:45:56 GMT -5
Reniara laughed, "Who said I left?"
Reniara looked at Snape as if trying to see how he was really doing. His face was as masked as ever. She wouldn't tell him what she was up to. Not becuase it was of great importance but because there was nothing special about what she did.
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Post by Professor Severus Snape on Apr 5, 2011 22:18:28 GMT -5
Snape heard Reniara words “A guess but, I would be willing to say I am right” He smirked slightly, as if he knew the truth perhaps for reason he had been around people a long time that lied & such that he was left to figure things out & had to be almost always right for there was a time it could cost him greatly. “Besides, like you said habits are hard to change & for some time you where more like a second shadow, it is to out of place for you to be with in the wizarding world & not be seen or heard form”
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Post by Reniara Ashwar on Apr 5, 2011 22:27:17 GMT -5
"I'm that popular? Wow, I had no idea the whole wizarding world took notice of my comings and goings. Or is it that only you take notice? What do you think I was doing when I was gone?" Reniara smirked at Snape. She wanted to know what he made of her.
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Post by Professor Severus Snape on Apr 5, 2011 22:43:18 GMT -5
Snape could not help but, smirk at her first words “I am sure to some you are, just as I am sure there are those that took note of you being away. Do you see me one as not to notice if one is missing when before hand, the same person was all but, fallowing me? Does it matter what you where doing or what I think of the matter, though if I had to make some form of guess I would say fallowing up on are last talk. Though it could be any number of things”
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Post by Reniara Ashwar on Apr 5, 2011 22:51:56 GMT -5
Reniara laughed, "I promise you Snape, the last thing I want to do is follow you around. I can imagine your life as pretty dull, teaching and living in that huge house all by yourself. Sadly, by mere events we, or from your point of view, I always seem to bump into you."
Reniara started straight ahead at the people walking by. She didn't think she was well noted, and if anything she meant what she said earlier about her "popularity" as being sarcastic. If anything she wanted to be not noticed....not noticed for what she had done.
"As to your guess, I really don't remember what we talked about last." Reniara stretched her hands to the sky, flexing her back muscles. She smilled, letting her hair fall away from her face. As much as she hated to admit it, she enjoyed pestering Snape.
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Post by Professor Severus Snape on Apr 5, 2011 23:42:54 GMT -5
“I would almost think, you would want the challenge of fallowing one such as me with out being noted a feet not easy to do, I assure you. Perhaps to you my life is dull but, there was a time it was anything but so”
Snape looked at Reniara note really believing her fully “Why do I find that hard to believe, perhaps you are getting rust in your old ways & this idea for a new life, is taken over” There was the difference between then Reniara could start new, could have it where in time people would forget her passed or there would be none to speak of it.
But, for Snape it was not so easy, during the rise of the Dark Lord the first time he was questioned, with the fall of the Dark Lord he was questioned even move in his actions & ways, then with the rise of the Dark Lord, he was trusted by few & hated by even more.
Though likely what insured that he would never have a peaceful life, as others found was when Albus died by his hands, to people the reason behind it did not matter. All they saw was it was him that did it, one that had been trusted greatly & given a second chance, only to turn around & bit the hand that feed them so to say.
He could almost figure now that if something happened, something great & he was brought in to be questioned, he was sure that unlike before when Albus did well to speak for him, he would find him self alone, with out a voice.
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Post by Reniara Ashwar on Apr 6, 2011 12:10:48 GMT -5
Reniara looked at Snape, "Following you is not something I would consider challenging....or even as it sounds like, as a game. Guess, there is some other force out there that just wants to keep having our paths be crossed. Though it does make sense if you think about. From my perspective we both are social outcasts and we both have recieved second chances, but the world fails to see us in any different way."
Reniara smilled slightly, "You say my ways are getting rusty or that I have this new thirst for life. But, little do you know, I got my second chance at a new life long ago, but society couldn't grasp from their minds the concept of what I had done. Besides, it gives me pleasure knowing that I am not what they think I am. Knowing that I am not really a murder, a freak of nature, a killing machine, an assassin, a ruthless human being who only seeks to stab people in the back to benefit the evil of society. It gives one a sense of peace being able to laugh at the truly misguided stereotypes of society. True, there are fallbacks, no one dares become friends with you, they always feel like you're going to hurt them or someone you love. Thats why I disappear for a while, gives me a nice break to be with people or even just nature, where no one has any judgements about who I am."
Reniara laughed, "It's kind of twisted, and true there are some things I still do that are considered murdering in a way, but I know that what I am doing is something really good. And if you know that you are doing something good, you know the real story that's all that really matters, keeps you going day to day. Though, it helps if there are a couple of people who actualy look past all of societies judgements and see the real you.."
Reniara paused before speaking again, "...or maybe it just helps to have someone trust you completly even when they don't know the truth, but they have faith that you really are a good person...a human being...someone who has feelings, hopes, dreams...someone who doesn't want to be alone."
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Post by Professor Severus Snape on Apr 6, 2011 13:22:35 GMT -5
Snape smirked “Though some have played such games with me & I am glade you have no interested in it, I would hate for are paths to cross under such terms” Snape might not kill her, as others before but he would not be happy & that could be whose then him mealy killing some one.
“Perhaps there is some other force at work though, even if what you say is true of being both social outcasts, there is still differences between uses. People do not see it any other way or few try because it is something that has not changed in man kind, it is simply to deem some one something they try, to think that a person can chance or that they are wrong”
Snape smirked again as he folded his arms over his chest “I still say you are getting rusty, after all this new thirst for life might not be merely your own but, for others that you wise to see live a better life”
“And have you found these couple of people that look past, the judgments against you to see the real truth? Finding one that trust you completely is all but, unheard of in such a world as this”
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